Thursday, June 24, 2004/03:25 p.m.

I'm going to fix this place up...LJ is too dramatic for me anymore..:P

*sighs*
Saturday, April 12, 2003/12:38 a.m.

gwaaaa my dad is pissing me off right now.....~_~.....i'm trying to have fun with the man i love and my fucking dad is like get off or i am gonna turn it off.....and the fucking internet is my fucking name...>_<* gwaaa he pisses me off so much...he would be the sweetest guy in the world one minute and the next he is all down my fucking throat telling me how to live my life.....i am really tempting to move out....dunno where but somewhere.....and when i do i am taking this computer with me and i don't give a damn what he says.....he may have bought it but i use it all the time....all he uses it for is to play his gay games....i'm really fucking tired of it.....its making me sick and sad....-_-;;.....i even told him i was talking to my bf, Nick and he was like nuh uh you don't have internet bfs thats so stupid....i'm like omg....what the fuck you want me to do....go out with a fucking hick from here? (sorry about the language peoples this rarely happens me getting pissed that is) *sighs* i think i am done.....;_;....i really need a hug......

Deep Deep Down Within Flea.....
Sunday, April 6, 2003/10:40 a.m.

Ooooh Flea has had one of those odd weekends......Friday all i did was clean the freaking house.....baka lazy parental units...XP Saturday..was scary....i accidently stepped on one of my kittens and we had quite a scare.....but she is okay now ^_^....i haven't gotten to talk to my sweetie since Friday....*cries* but...it will be okay...been helping my mommy msj through some stuff....i think its going to be alright....i hope...^^;;....its been raining lately again.....and our stupid lawnmowers won't work....*kicks them* we have a freaking forest now...LOL!!!! still haven't got my pickup fixed..*shakes her fist* i'm getting rather pissed off about it too.....i hate driving my parental unit's car....tis a piece of shit...XD XD XD....gwa i need some coffee right now...LOL....*runs and gets some* yay!!! XD well i reckon that is all i feel like writing...*giggles* .:Flea feels....like going crazy:. ^_^;;;

stooooopid....XD
Wednesday, April 2, 2003/11:57 p.m.

oi i am so bored right now......I WISH MY FREAKING PICKUP WAS FIXED....>_<;;;;.....DAMNIT!!!.....lol.....*calms down and smiles* i was such a busy woman today...nothing but housework and cooking supper...lol....yesh...hard to believe ne? heeeee...X_x....lol.....eh....i guess this was a blah post....i go now...bai bai....XD

deep deep down within Flea
Thursday, March 27, 2003/03:01 p.m.

bwhahahahahahahaahahahahahaha i am such a naughty girl...flea has down the most evil thing she has ever done.....and nobody shall know about it but me....*grins and cackles evilly* ho ho ho....i feel like Kodachi in Ranma 1/2....the Black Rose tis me...XD XD XD XD *snickers* hehe such evilness.....gawd i am good! flea X3

Deep Deep Down Within Flea.....
Saturday, March 22, 2003/01:46 a.m.

ho ho ho ^0^ fear me......i am so in love.....its nuts.....and i thought i was actually in love with Caleb.....HAHAHAHAHA.....AS IF! I love Nick so much it brings much joy to my heart and leaves my mind in peace.....*smiles and blushes* ^-^ yesh this is a good entry....hehe....see ya!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Deep Deep Down Within Flea....
Thursday, March 20, 2003/02:08 a.m.

oi guess what.....we at war....yay.....fucking yay.....>_<;;;.....i just hope to Buddha they don't start up the draft and try to take my sweet Nick nor my kewl little brother....Monkey-boy couldn't even make it through basic training.....-_-;;;....pansyass...XD ah....I love Nick so much.....i burned everyone of my pictures of Caleb....i really did....even most of the prom pictures.....*glares at the one on the wall in the livingroom* -_-;;;.....anyhoo.....i got to see the bastard's new gf....man she is so skanky looking....and she used to work with my mum too O.O....how freaky is that......*freaky music is played* XD oi and monday we had this awesome storm and had a tornado right across the street....it was so fucking awesome.....Nick almost freaked out when i told him.....XD XD XD.....i don't blame him.....mum freaked out too....LOL.....well i reckon i right more today.....yah....XD

Deep Deep Down Within Flea
Thursday, March 13, 2003/12:46 a.m.

mmm.....we had our first severe thunderstorm today...^^.....it was awesome! the lightening was bright.....the thunder loud.....and the rain smelled so sweet...i wish Nick was here with me feeling the power of the storm....*smiles and blushes* hai i truly love him so much......my heart beats for him more then it had ever beaten for Caleb.....^_^ i'm proud of myself.....

o.O....
Saturday, March 8, 2003/11:27 p.m.

ayai.....my Pitas is all dusty....>.<.......oi Me and Nick (puppy) are still happily together...^_^.....*heart beats fast* awww....he is the sweetest guy in the world....we are even thinking about getting married irl.....*blushes brightly* hehehe...its gonna be so awesome.....^-^....everything is fine here....well....i don't have a job at the moment.....but yah....LOL....XD....its all kewl.....*giggles* i think....this is all i feel like writing....so bleh.....

Deep, Deep Down Within Flea
Friday, January 31, 2003/12:13 a.m.

well......i got Omaki's Pitas going well....now if he would only post in the friking thing.....XD....i haven't been here for a while.....oi....i am NOW jobless....had my last day tuesday....tis sad...;_;....ah well....LOL....mmm I love Nick so much....*glomps him tightly* he makes me so happy.....i wish i was with him right now...snuggling in his arms.....*watches everybody melt from the gooey warmness* XD....XP heheehe....i reckon this is all for now....and i am currently redoing this pitas....i screwed it up while working on Omaki's....and please feel free to add Nishuu and Omaki to ya'll Pitas lists....they ish good friends of mine....Nishuu is my bipolar Oneechan ^^ ja ne ya'll XD

Deep Deep Down Within Flea....
Sunday, January 12, 2003/07:39 p.m.

hehehe......well....i believe i am jobless yet again...sucks to be me....XD but...i'll be right for now.....i am thinking about going to college in the fall...yay going back to school.....^____^ but yesh yesh....i haven't seen the arse (Caleb) for quite a while.....but i'll probably see him more when i go to school....yesh i decided to pick the same damn school he goes too....XP phooey...LOL......but it has a really good art and music program....heh....well i reckon thats enough for today.... ^_____^

Deep, Deep Down Within Flea.....
Tuesday, December 24, 2002/08:23 p.m.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *giggles* hiya hiya sorry for not updating....been working waaaay too much...^_^ right now i am stuck at home cuz it snowed big time here....10inches!!!! O.O! oi oi....i love my Lee so much...he is the most kawaiiest, loving, craziest guy i ever loved!....here is an excerpt from our aim chat tonite... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Lee: *kisses her forehead and rubs her back* Flea I am glad we met, I am thankful everyday that I didn't leave AL when I was cuz I would have never met you. You have really turned my world around you mean so much to me and everyday talking to you feels like I am reborn you bring me so much joy and I have this great passionate love for you. Everyday it grows and grows like a wildfire of love which I hope never burns out. The day you wanted to break up cuz you needed some time after reading the e-mail my heart skipped a beat I thought I had lost you but you were willing to stay and be with me and I am glad you did so. You are the first thing I think about in the morning and the last thing on my mind when I go to sleep. I dream of you and me being together in a nice house growing old together and then I wake up and think about you all day wanted to know if your ok or what you are doing.......You really do mean everything to me and I'll always love you for that no gift is greater then that which you have already given me......Your love ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ HOW CAN YOU NOT LOVE THAT MAN!???!?!....and he is mine girls...all mine....*smirks* i reckon i am done....*giggles*...see ya later

Deep Deep Down Within Flea
Saturday, November 23, 2002/12:03 a.m.

hn....i have see Caleb twice this week......do i still have feelings for him.....ayai......i don't know why i do......i should hate him....but i can't...U___U....i've been talking to Lee lately on the phone....he is so kawaii ^__^...*giggles* omg i have been working so much it ain't funny.....>__<....phooey.....bah....oh yah....i met this guy named David that works at the RadioShack right by the WaldenBooks i work at....he is so nice....a newbie at the mall....XD....lmao.....anyhoo....i reckon i typed enough....for now....XD....lol.....see ya later....*cackles evilly*

Deep Deep Down Within Flea
Monday, November 11, 2002/01:05 p.m.

omg.....i saw how bad my pita looked.....ayai.....why did you people tell....XD.....um...anywoo i updated a bit and if any of ya'll wonder why there is a cat in the main pic...that is Felicia of Darkstalkers...she is very kawaii....and yes i have finally gotten over Caleb....grrrr the bastard....but i couldn't have done it without my man Goten Lee.....he is very very kawaii and he is my koibito now...wagga...^_____^.....i reckon i am done for now...XD

Deep Deep Down Within Flea....
Monday, September 2, 2002/02:34 p.m.

woohoo!!! i won 1st place for both of my paintings ^.^...*does a little dance*....and i finally got an email from caleb explaining his bakayaro behavior!!!....hmph...i swear....men....bah....>.<.....i still haven't found a bloody job....hn...lol.....everything so far is going okay in my life....i guess..XD....lol....oh yah...i found an awesome manga....Real Bout Highschool...IT IS SOOOO KAWAII!!! especially this yummy guy named Shizuma....^.~...i love manga guys with fangs for some reason....(except piccolo...bah) XD.....but yah....so far the first volume has came out...in english....i have seen the 2nd volume....but i live in the slowest place to manga or anime in the world....and its a fairly new manga....but its really awesome.....i give it a 9.5 on the kawaii scale...^.^ thats all for now.....Flea-chan.... current mood:

Deep Deep Down Within Flea....
Thursday, August 15, 2002/11:42 p.m.

bah....i am in deep depression right now.....i have been to 2 freaking funerals this month....i still hadn't got a hold of 'the idiot'....but i plan to wait until the town fair...><...feh....you should see me.....i am all gothic looking and such....evil....indeed.....bwhahaha....and i have been working on artwork to enter at the fair....maybe i win some money $_$......^.^ hai hai....then spend it there ^_^;;......ah and i have a new song on meh computer....Alchemy of Love...its on the Tenchi the Movie 1...Tenchi in Love....hai...it is very kawaii...especially the english version....very very awesome...i think i may look normal tomorrow....i dun want scare my papa...XD...we had a big cold front come through a few days ago...O.o..it got cold!! lower 60s actually but it is really cold for August....*breathes in the stale humid oklahoma air and hacks her lungs out* >.<...you know what really sucks....I STILL LOVE CALEB.....i dunno why...i just do....>.<.....gwa...why me.....i am such a bakayaro sometimes....a kaka no baka ne? XD and then....i think i am done for now.....oh wait...also a few days ago my aunt and uncle from california came and visit us here in the great state of oklahoma....^.^...my uncle was talking about taking a trip to Japan....O.O...HOOK ME UP!!!! I WANNA GO!! LOL....my mum tried to cover my ears *while eating at a resturant* >.<....she is truly a baka...hehehe...okay i really dun thinking now....lol.....i will write back soon.....maybe....bwahahaha.... Flea-chan current mood:

Deep Deep Down Within Flea....
Wednesday, August 7, 2002/09:48 p.m.

.....I HATE HUMAN MEN......>.<.....THEY FUCK MY LIFE UP......THEY MAKE ME VERY SAD AND VERY MAD......*blasts a big bang attack at Caleb* gggggggrrrrrrrrr!!!!! i hate him i hate him i hate him.....>.<.....i wish he would just.....arrrrgggghhh......*inserts many bad words* gwa....if i was really a saiyajin...i would wait for the full moon and go ape on his ass....yah....lol.....*twitches*....>_<....well....i must take my anger out on other things such as my room...yah...lol flea ^.^ current mood:

Deep Deep Down Within Flea....
Sunday, August 4, 2002/02:33 a.m.

gwaaaaaaaa......men are so confusing.....Caleb wants me back now.....well....we are back now.....but i just....er....don't feel right about it....eeeek....oh and WATCH AUSTIN POWERS 3........it is awesome.....funny as hell....ho yah!! my papa is doing okay now.....but i found out my great great uncle russuel died...>.<...but i reckon that is enough for now.....i will write more later....>.< current mood:

Deep Deep Down Within Flea....
Friday, July 26, 2002/10:52 p.m.

Um.....i took my pickup to the doctor....feh....they couldn't fix it.....the bakas....U_U;;....then i took Caleb....to get a driver's license...ayai!!! its been hotter then HFIL here....maybe the town i live in should be called Satan City for real ^.^; i hate driving around in a ford....(POS!!!) he got his license so heh...i don't have to drive so much now.....lol.....mmm....he kept on touching me and stuff and making remarks about..uh....yah.....lol.....i think he really needs me badly.....but i ain't going back to him until he grows up....>_<;;.....well....i gotta go nuts now..... flea-chan current mood:

deep deep down within flea
Monday, July 22, 2002/12:00 a.m.

.......I WANT A MAN!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOWWW.....>.<.......*starts crying*......i need a man so bad right now it is not funny....i feel so lonely....so misunderstood....well....that happens all the time.....i just need a little love....*sobs*....what am i to do....U_U;; flea... current mood:

tacos
Friday, July 19, 2002/11:53 p.m.

i wrote a little poem about tacos.... tacos are yummy..... tacos good for tummy.... tacos good with nachos tacos are great like muchachos tacos are great made with beef tacos with chicken make me grief tacos i like.....^.^ Caleb i dislike....>.<

deep deep down within flea....
Tuesday, July 16, 2002/11:29 p.m.

konbanwa minna-san!! ^.^ well....me and Caleb had a talk....he decided to break up with me now so when he goes to college and meets a new girl...he doesn't want to worry about hurting me....O.o....o.O.....O.O....>.<....HE IS SUCH A FREAKING BAKA!!!....GWAAAAAA....*blasts him into the next dimension*....hehe i feel better now....*giggles insanely at the smoking, 6ft size hole in the wall* anyhoo...i,the Saiyajin no Oujo was just too much for him i reckon....^.^ and then....i am surviving...lol....>.<;;...my papa has to have surgery this saturday...his major neck veins (something around that area) keeping on having blockages so he is get that unblocked so he doesn't have a stroke...U.U;;.......so i am a bit scared about it....well...i reckon thats it for now....lol Flea-chan current mood:

deep, deep, down within flea
Saturday, July 13, 2002/12:31 p.m.

well....i am back from camp.....hehe.....*hears everybody scream* O.o...and then....everything was going great at camp.....but...lo and behold tuesday i calle my bf and guess what.....he decided to break up with me...*cries*...he said he was trying to change his life and he just wanted to be friends with me.....the baka....grrrr.....so i am like..."yah fine whatever".....and then it hit me.....oi....i cried....but.....then i met this great guy at camp....he made me really happy....even asked me to dance with him at the camp's dance....it was awesome...i never felt so happy and such.....HELL HE LOVES DBZ LIKE ME!!!....my EX bf hated dbz......but me happy now......ho yah!! i guess that all for now..... Flea ^_^ current mood:

deep deep down within flea
Saturday, July 6, 2002/11:17 p.m.

mkay....i am not as insane now....well.....i am getting ready to go to camp....>.<.....i am going to go insane cuz i won't get to see my bf (maybe fiancee?)*dunno if i spelled that right*, i won't get to see all my friends both internet and real life....and then....i won't be near my dbz tapes...but i am taking my dbz graphic novels....XD and most of the stories that i like with me....and then.....i won't be near my little brat, buckwheat, my neko-chan ^.^....could be a good thing...i am getting too many scratches from her.....(such a baka neko)...so i won't be home til friday...*ish horrified*....at camp i am a counsler...*scary isn't it?*....and then...i teach the kids what i know...*cackles evilly*...little do they know now that i am a buddist/methodist now...maybe soon full buddist but i will take me time....(bf's a full christian >.<)...and then.....my good friend Yoshi-chan from Japan emailed me today....i haven't talked to him for a good while....he is about to go climb Mt. Fuji....i think that is pretty awesome....Ho Yah!!....and then....i am done for today!! Flea-chan ^_^ current mood:

ayai!!!!
Saturday, July 6, 2002/12:43 a.m.

oi oi......Caleb-san talked about getting married again today...ahhh what should i do if he proposed to me.....>.<...probably run around and scream my head off or cry....*cackles insanely*.....so um....well.....yah....my head hurts so i am going to end this entry early....heh....i will write later today ^.^ flea-chan ^_^ current mood:

Happy Independence Day!!!
Thursday, July 4, 2002/05:11 p.m.

yay!!! the only day i can explode stuff without worrying about going to jail ^.^.....i hope everybody else has fun.....*gets sparklers and jumps around yelling* Ho yah!! and then.....i is gonna eat some steak and taters and green beans (not piccolos XD)......bwhahaha....uh oh....i gots to go....looks like it gonna storm....^.^ flea-chan ^_^ current mood:

uh.....experiment...yah XD
Thursday, July 4, 2002/02:51 a.m.

i am trying out a little chibi thing for me entries...*cackles insanely*

current mood:

life.....
Thursday, June 27, 2002/11:14 p.m.

I KNOW WHAT MEANING OF LIFE IS.....its very simple.....the meaning of life is to live.....cuz if you don't live...then you don't have a life.....duh....

deep, deep, down within flea.....
Wednesday, June 26, 2002/02:52 a.m.

ayai....today.....heck actually these last few days and weekend have been the most interesting days i have ever had....well....thursday....i spent the evening at Caleb-san's house...^_~.....and then....friday....me and Caleb-san went to the lake...to visit with my baka brother...>.<....well....pretty much me and Caleb-san ended up having more fun then my bro and his friends did.....*hint hint* XD ah yes...and then i get sick....and i am still sick.....but Caleb-san has kept my spirit high...O_O...and then today....he brings up marriage....O.o....o.O....heh....ho yah....flea-chan gonna get hitched *cackles insanely* eh....dunno.....i am scared to get hitched.....e_e....oi oi.....maybe i write again soon ne? hai!! tata for now.... Flea-chan ^.^

O.o
Friday, June 14, 2002/08:11 p.m.

heh....KONIICHIWA.....um....yah....XD